THIS IS FOR Ü
Shock therapy
will change my destiny
A CREATIVE PROJECT
BASED ON A HEARTBREAK STORY
I know you love me. You’re just mad about the things I said. Cause you don’t want to remember The ugly shit you used to make. // I tried to show you what real love means, While you showed me how to find my dreams, Now I'm stuck with feelings I can't shake, And a soul that’s lost without its mate. // I wish I could soften you with all these tears, To prove to your heart that us is what we need, I wish another man was the one who broke my heart, So you would be the one to bring it back. // Right now, I'm feeling like a trashcan, No heart, no mind, no sight, Just a place where you can put. All the things you don’t want tonight. // I remember your promises, but not your betrayals, A riddle wrapped in love's old tales, In the end, it’s clear and plain, You gave me love, then gave me pain. // I wish I could soften you with all these tears, To prove to your heart that us is what we need, I wish another man was the one who broke my heart, So you would be the one to bring it back. // Right now, I'm feeling like a trashcan, No heart, no mind, no sight, Just a place where you can put. All the things you don’t want tonight. Mirror, mirror, on the wall, Why do I still care at all? A lesson learned, a story told, In this trashcan, a heart of gold. // Right now, I'm feeling like a trashcan, No heart, no mind, no sight, Just a place where you can put. All the things you don’t want tonight. // But someday I’ll rise, from this waste, A phoenix born from love misplaced, And when you see what you’ve thrown away, You’ll find this trashcan's found its day.
Am I searching for a reason To escape this endless prison? Or am I just avoiding my reality, Trying to make him see my mentality? // My eyes are tired of crying, Tears have dried upon my cheeks, The dreams we once held tightly, Now lost within the shadows, deep. // Maybe a shot in my head Would release me from this pain, Give me a shot in the head, Make my demons fade away. Let's try a shot in my head, So I can fly alone again.// BANG BANG! Shoot me in the head, BANG BANG! Kiss me till I'm dead. // Self-destructive thoughts invade my mind every night, Why should I keep this light alive When all I want is to take flight? // BANG BANG! Shoot me in the head, BANG BANG! Kiss me till I'm dead, BANG BANG! Release me from this pain, BANG BANG! I know that I'm insane. // Do your shot with precision, Or make it prettier with some flair, End this dark derision, Take me away from this despair. // BANG BANG! Shoot me in the head, BANG BANG! Kiss me till I'm dead, BANG BANG! Release me from this pain, BANG BANG! I know that I'm insane. // BANG BANG! Shoot me in the head, BANG BANG! Kiss me till I'm dead, BANG BANG! Release me from this pain, BANG BANG! I know that I'm insane. BANG BANG! Do your shot very straight, BANG BANG! Or make it prettier with some flair.
I write to phantoms every night. Praying he'll find another light, He's still young, he's tall and fine, While all I have are dreams where you are mine. // I’ve always had a prophet’s voice, Just wanted to spare you a tragic choice, While I’m suffering for you, You're suffering for him, and baby, it's true. // I’m not asking you to end your love with him, I just need to find my way, where do I begin? Help me to be happy without you, While you shine with him, help me too. // Him, him, him, he's got the way, To steal your heart, to make you stay, But I've got the will to find my light, Help me, baby, to win this fight. // He's years younger, he's got the time, To find a love that's truly divine, But you and I, we've got a history, In my heart, you're a mystery. // I’ve always known, I've always seen, The love we had, the in-between, While I'm caught in this endless loop, You're with him, I'm left to regroup. // I’m not asking you to end your love with him, I just need to find my way, where do I begin? Help me to be happy without you, While you shine with him, help me too. // Him, him, him, he's got the way, To steal your heart, to make you stay, But I've got the will to find my light, Help me, baby, to win this fight. // Prophet’s voice and phantom dreams, Tangled up in love’s cruel schemes, I don't want to lose you to him, Help me find my way again. // Him, him, him, he's got the way, To steal your heart, to make you stay, But I've got the will to find my light, Help me, baby, to win this fight. // While you love him, help me heal, Teach me how to feel, I'm not asking for too much, Just a way to rise above this touch.
Let’s make my demons your demons. Entwined in this chaotic season, Is this the “I can change him” syndrome, That keeps me from moving on and on? Baby, can you see? He never loved you that much, You're reaching for a ghost you can't touch. // Tonight, I won't wear my red eyes, Tonight, I won't disguise these lies, I'm shedding all the tears I've cried, In the dark, my heart will rise. // You don't want my feelings, But you wanna own it, Twisting all the meanings, Pretending that you know it, Dancing in the shadows of the love that you never showed, Breaking free from chains, in the light of the unknown. // Caught in a web of deception, Love's just a twisted reflection, Holding on to dreams that fade, In the silence of the masquerade. // Tonight, I won't wear my red eyes, Tonight, I won't disguise these lies, I'm shedding all the tears I've cried, In the dark, my heart will rise. // You don't want my feelings, But you wanna own it, Twisting all the meanings, Pretending that you know it, Dancing in the shadows of the love that never showed, Breaking free from chains, in the light of the unknown. // You can't tame the storm within, Can't silence the thunder's din, We're both trapped in this sin, But tonight, I'll let the healing begin. // You don't want my feelings, But you wanna own it, Twisting all the meanings, Pretending that you know it, Dancing in the shadows of the love that never showed, Breaking free from chains, in the light of the unknown. // Let’s make my demons your demons, In this symphony of treasons, Tonight, I won't wear my red eyes, Tonight, I'll reclaim my skies.
First day we met. You didn’t know I was there You'd heard about me, But you didn't even care. // Some people say I'm not real, But now we're gonna make a deal, I'll promise to be with you, If you make another dream come true. // You better try to keep me away, 'Cause I'll always be right there, Waiting, breathing, living on, Yes! My name is poison, beware! // And when you get to the edge, I'll still be positive and strong, You're gonna try to kill me, but I'm not gonna die, Because baby, we will never be apart again. // I know everything isn't good, There's always a black side, Darker and poisoned side, But you can rise above this tide. // I’ll be the shadow in your night, A riddle wrapped in silent fright, But you, my love, can fight this fight, Shine your brightest, even in the blight. // You better try to keep me away, 'Cause I'll always be right there, Waiting, breathing, living on, Yes! My name is poison, beware! // And when you get to the edge, I'll still be positive and strong, You're gonna try to kill me, but I'm not gonna die, Because baby, we will never be apart again. // In the darkness, find your light, Hold on tight, with all your might, I’m a part of you, but you’re stronger still, Your spirit unbroken, unyielding will. // And when you get to the edge, I'll still be positive and strong, You're gonna try to kill me, but I'm not gonna die, Because baby, we will never be apart again. // So dance with me in the shadow's embrace, Face your fears, find your grace, We'll walk this path, no matter how long, Together in this battle, forever strong.
I know that maybe I will win today, But baby, please don't leave me like yesterday. Victory doesn't taste the same way When you choose to fly away. // I spent my nights trying to make you stay, Fighting the fear you'd slip away. Searching for the words to say, To kiss your fears and chase them away. // More than a day, my bed is cold, And I can't find your back. It's been so long since I saw you again, And in this time, I'm still feeling pain. // Who's gonna love you like I do, Give you all the things I do, Keep you warm and full of joy. Like I'm supposed to do. // After all this time, I just believed in only one. But now I know that people stay until they. Make sure they don't need you again. // I spent my nights trying to make you stay, Fighting the fear you'd slip away. Searching for the words to say, To kiss your fears and chase them away. // More than a day, my bed is cold, And I can't find your back. It's been so long since I saw you again, And in this time, I'm still feeling pain. // Now you're telling me you need to grow, Need to make it better and faster, 'Cause at your age, time won't go slow. // I’m kind of confused 'cause I always thought. The dumb one of us was always me. But baby, now all that I can see. Is that you never saw us as a team. // But some of us were made to create, And many of you were made to be created. Now I can tell that you will always be my best mistake. // Even the worst tragedy can inspire me to create. Some of the most beautiful things in the world. // I spent my nights trying to make you stay, Fighting the fear you'd slip away. Searching for the words to say, To kiss your fears and chase them away. // So here I am, my love, inspired and torn, From your absence, new strength is born. For even in the heartbreak, I find my song, In the nights of sorrow, I still belong.
COMMING SOON
This is The Manifesto of a Hopeful Heart // I am the rainbow, the happiness, and life. The shining light in the dark. but mostly the one who never lets you fall apart. // With patience, hope, and freedom, even on the darkest day, we can shine in our own way. // We can scream and breathe, 'cause all we want is to be free! // Baby, can't you see how similar we are? // Same skin, same mind, same heart. Take a little time in my life. and see how difficult it looks like. // You're mine, I'm yours, and even when they say heaven wasn't made for us, you're me, I'm you, and we're us. // Sometimes I think death is well, but that reminds me we only have one chance to start a brand new day. // Damn! If you can only look at me in the same way. // It wasn't about money, about sex, or your body it was about my true love for you, about me, about us. // Baby, we were born to make it better, dream together, and live forever. // If you ever feel alone, just remember, I will always be at home.
What if I’m turning blue? Would you mind to see me there, Lying on the bed, In a world that doesn't care? // What if I just stop breathing, Would my last breath say your name? (Can you hear my breath?) Or would it vanish in the pain? // It’s been a while since this color came into my life, And after all the thoughts I’ve had, I’m still losing my mind, Drowning in the shades of sadness, feeling so confined. // Would you mind to see me blue one more time? Maybe this time it’s for the rest of my life, In the hue of sorrow, where my heart's on the line, In the depths of feeling blue, where darkness aligns. // I’ve been trying to convince you, To see the greatness that we had, But the shadows of despair, Keep turning all our moments bad. // It’s been a while since this color came into my life, And after all the thoughts I’ve had, I’m still losing my mind, Drowning in the shades of sadness, feeling so confined. // Would you mind to see me blue one more time? Maybe this time it’s for the rest of my life, In the hue of sorrow, where my heart's on the line, In the depths of feeling blue, where darkness aligns. // Feeling blue, I’m feeling cold, In this love story left untold, As the air slips away, and the night turns bold, Will you see the truth unfold? // Would you mind to see me blue one more time? Maybe this time it’s for the rest of my life, In the hue of sorrow, where my heart's on the line, In the depths of feeling blue, where darkness aligns. // What if I’m turning blue? Would you hold me in your gaze, Lying in this twilight haze? What if I just stop breathing, Would you whisper back my name? Or leave me in this eternal frame? // (Turnin’ blue for you)
